This photo (on the off-chance you’re interested):
1. Makes me melt.
2. Makes my heart throb.
3. Makes me love My Man more than ever.
4. Makes me want to have seventeen more of babies.
5. Which makes me feel crazy.
6. For me this is the greatest sight in the world.
7. Amen.

LEAVING HOME.........

Hmmm...... now that does not emit excitment in me as it was first time around. This time its for more like a family bonding... sharing many things, moments together which will be cherished for years to come.. I want to be a propah momma to my baby.. a good wife to my husband.. and want to return back to become a much better daughter, a much better sister, a much better friend, an evolved human being........ Yes, its funny what being away from your country does to you.. Last time I came like a lost kid searching for comfort in its mothers arms... like a bird returning back in the evening to its nest.. And boy!! what a feeling it was!!! Coming back home!!! I just loved it!!

Many thoughts cross my mind... some insecure, some dangerous, some baseless, some inevitable.. but still I have taken this decision of going away from home. Cause I know this is for good, this is for better, this is for coming home again.............

MANTRA IN LIFE...........

• My passion is the power that can mold the world to my liking. Desire and a smokin'hot wardrobe, will make it so.
• Truth is sexy. The more willing I am to see and reflect the truth, the sexier I am.
• Its 50% hardwork, 25% charms and 25% luck!!!
• I don't believe in beauty. Beauty is nothing if you have no attitude to carry it.
• Accept the situation you are in and your half WORK IS DONE!!!!

Well Done!!! My little brother!!!!

Just the other day I came across my younger brothers blog.... and my was I surprised!!! When did my little "bhaiyya" grow up and writes about respecting/appreciating "her"!!! I guess this is what you call "Love".....
Here is the write up which I found on his blog...



Please appreciate "HER"
Tomorrow you may get a working woman, but you should marry with these facts as well. Here is a girl, who is as much educated as you are; Who is earning almost as much as you do; One, who has dreams and aspirations just as you have because she is as human as you are; One, who has never entered the kitchen in her life just like you or your Sister haven't, as she was busy in studies and competing in a system that gives no special concession to girls for their culinary achievements One, who has lived and loved her parents & brothers & sisters, almost as much as you do for 20-25 years of her life; One, who has bravely agreed to leave behind all that, her home, people who love her, to adopt your home, your family, your ways and even your family ,name One, who is somehow expected to be a master-chef from day #1, while you sleep oblivious to her predicament in her new circumstances, environment and that kitchen One, who is expected to make the tea, first thing in the morning and cook food at the end of the day, even if she is as tired as you are, maybe more, and yet never ever expected to complain; to be a servant, a cook, a mother, a wife, even if she doesn't want to; and is learning just like you are as to what you want from her; and is clumsy and sloppy at times and knows that you won't like it if she is too demanding, or if she learns faster than you; One, who has her own set of friends, and that includes boys and even men at her workplace too, those, who she knows from school days and yet is willing to put all that on the back-burners to avoid your irrational jealousy, unnecessary competition and your inherent insecurities; Yes, she can drink and dance just as well as you can, but won't, simply because you won't like it, even though you say otherwise One, who can be late from work once in a while when deadlines, just like yours, are to be met; One, who is doing her level best and wants to make this most important relationship in her entire life a grand success, if you just help her some and trust her; One, who just wants one thing from you, as you are the only one she knows in your entire house - your unstained support, your sensitivities and most importantly - your understanding, or love, if you may call it. But not many guys understand this...... Please appreciate "HER"

Well...after reading through it I just wish every man in this world could use some of these well said words..... Afterall what else a woman needs???

Life begins at 40…..

Read this in a newspaper today. It really amuses me that why am I amused at such prospective article??? What makes me look forward to turning 40 so that I can actually start enjoying life?? Why not today when I'm 28 years old? Or haven't I had good time all this while? These are few questions which I ask myself..... And deep down in my heart I know that whether I am 28 or 40 I will always make things happen for me and if not then I'll mold my mind into such that it will be happy and at peace with what its got. Its just matter of how you want, when you want, what you want, where you want to make or break your life!!!

What is God????

Is God real? Surprisingly, this fundamental question is simplistic in nature. It is solved by asking another question, "Where did everything come from?" And there is only one common answer that we get to hear "God has created it". No wonder there is a super power because of which we are all able to live, to breathe. But then where is this super power from super someone coming from??

I started thinking about this when I was about 15 years old. Sometimes I would think about my parents that who are these people I am living with? From where did they come from? Who am I? And then accompanied by these uncomfortable thoughts a horror would strike me in my face. What will happen if I loose these people I am living with? If they are just"people" how come I am insecure without them? Why am I afraid to loose them? And then tears would swell in my eyes and I needed my mothers arms my fathers strong shoulders to lean on to feel safe. Yes thats when I realized who I am.....

I have heard many stories and tales about people in search of themselves, not knowing who they are. But my side of story is I know what I am, who I am. I am here to live a life given to me by my parents, nurture it with their upbringing, cultivate it by their values and cherish it with their memories. For me they are my super-power who have brought me into this world and have taught me to live a life (which I had no clue about). It is so simple. Thats the story of my life. But what about this entire universe, this entire land, this entire aura that we live in. Who has given birth to that? the universe at some point began! The implications of these scientific observations have caused atheists to seek out a mechanism by which the universe could have created and developed itself via random chance, without any Intelligent Director.

Ask a Humanist like me, "Is God real?" and you will get a resounding "No!". Because I believe you are your own God. God is nothing but what is planned for you in your lifetime and even after death. To know your self and to beleive in it is half the battle won with life. Rest its your destiny which will take you there.

Arrived.........

here it comes..
to soak my heart....
in the dew drops
from up above....

here it comes
to fill my heart
with pure delight
from up above

come to me
with drops of joy
with drops of hope
with drops of love............

SOUL SEARCHING

A part of me lies with you

Its all yours old and new

And one part of me wanders in the dark

In search of I know not

I guess I'm in search of my soul

Which I have lost it years ago

Do not ask me where did it go

Cause I want it to be so

Forget looking for it

I have no desire to get it back

Cause I know somewhere in my heart

It is there where it belonged......

Destination Unknown

So restless is my soul

Wandering lost no where to go…

Seeking that perfect place

Where no expectations behold

Why am I going around in circles?

What is that I'm looking for?

How will I get there?

When my mind sets me free of all

You say I got a trouble

But have I let you in my room yet?

You will never ever get that far

Cause I'm still on the way trying to get there….

I tell my heart

Please your self in the journey

But it interrupts me saying

Which destination are you heading…….

Sometime Off from a day.....

Yesterday I was at a book store
Browsed through many of them
And wondered when will I be able to return again
In those pages where I can drown
In my imagination
transported into a new world..........

Also realized one thing
Infact hesitated to just pick any of them
For I don't want to travel far beyond
My real world......

Read on………. Whats happening now………..??????????!!!!!!!

Its not a dairy

Nor a checklist on my life

Its just a thought bubble

that forms in my head

And POP goes……..

There…….. Its my world to you!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unconditional Love…….

Love me the way you do always

Untouched by any prejudices

Love me the way you do always

I've learnt what's being a child again

Love me the way you do always

For tommorrow may never come

Love me the way you do always

I shall take these memories up there…..

Love me the way you do always

Oh! It exhausts me to be there

Love me the way you do allways

Teach me to measure up with you

Don't you ever be tired all the way……………….

SWEET CHILD OF MINE.......

close your eyes

my little one

its dark outside

you are home

don't fear your mamma's here

My angel, my darling

you’re my beautiful child

I am watching you

Till the dawn crept its way

Wake up in the golden rays

Have your heart filled with a hope of the new day

Its just a question of few more years

You will be happy to face yet another new world

For now let me be part of your existence

Allow me your presence

Place me those uncountable kisses

For who knows when will I run out of them

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do.It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company ...a church ...a home.The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past ...we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude ...I am convinced that life is 10 percent what happens to me and 90 percent how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our attitudes.

Don't move the way fear makes you move.
Move the way love makes you move.
Move the way joy makes you move.

What Good Is Love
I waited for your love in hope,
That ours would come again,
And make me feel the things I felt,
When we were one, back then.
But time and distance have erased,
The things I wished anew,
And now I find myself alone,
Though I am here with you.
What good is love, that does not touch,
What good is love, that gives you pain.
What good is love, that makes you run,
And makes you lost out in the rain.
I traveled to another world,
Out far beyond the one we knew,
I thought that I could live again,
And now I find I'm back with you.
But what of hearts that beat as one,
And what of passion and embrace,
Is it too much to ask of you,
To make these tears of mine erase.
What good is love, that does not touch,
What good is love, that gives you pain.
What good is love, that makes you run,
And makes you lost out in the rain.
Too painful this - to journey back,
To times of love and laughter free,
The times we lay together withA sense of you , a sense of me.
So now, I journey on alone,
Forever wandering, in my thoughts,
And I shall ask you once again,
What good is love.

Found one more picture in which I would like to take a walk...
It shows it has just rained.....
An ideal time to stroll in freshly rain-soaked streets

HOW IRONIC.........

Every day just the same
Old rules for the same old game
All I gained was heartache
All I made was one mistake
Now the beds too big without you

JUST TAKES TWO SWEET WORDS

AND AM ALL YOURS!!!!!!!!

A Brand New Day!

5th May 2008

How many of you people out there
Been hurt in some kind of love affair
And how many times do you swear that you'll never love again?
How many lonely, sleepless nights How many lies, how many fights And why would you want to put yourself through all that again?
How could it be that what you need the most Can leave you feeling just like a ghost?You never want to feel so sad and lost again
Stand up all you lovers in the world
Stand up and be counted every boy and every girl
Stand up all you lovers in the world
Starting up a brand new day......

Today is 4th May 08. In the afternoon while gazing out I was counting days for this month to get over. Like a thirsty peacock I am eagerly awaiting the rains to arrive.

Ohhh...... I feel it, it's coming

Rain, feel it on my finger tips Hear it on my window pane Your love's coming down like Rain, wash away my sorrow Take away my pain Your love's coming down like rain

Very Filmy.... But thats the way I feel....

I just want to be in my nest

On a rainy afternoon

Listening to the drizzling

As the world goes by

Taking in that moment to last forever with me

And longing for those rainny nights when I want to curl up wishing to be greeted with more cloudy skies

Liked this post option of allowing/not allowing readers comments... Sometimes you just want to believe what you perceive and do not wish to hear what others have to say.. I like to live in my own world...

You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one ...... (John Lennon)

I dream or I would rather say I wish to do many things in my life which have influenced me maybe in my past or in my present... I guess everybody has a picture in their minds about how they want their lives to be.... But sadly it does not happens so most of the times... You need to be a survivor or an hard-core optimist to dream on........ and never loose hope. Yes, that's what I like about myself I am and have always been an optimistic person. Sometimes I wonder what will really shake the ground below me and I will totally loose hope... Hmmmm SCARYYYY... But as of now let me savour what life has to offer me...

Heard about this blog thing many times... Just thought lets create one of my own..... hmmmm.... not bad....