SOUL SEARCHING

A part of me lies with you

Its all yours old and new

And one part of me wanders in the dark

In search of I know not

I guess I'm in search of my soul

Which I have lost it years ago

Do not ask me where did it go

Cause I want it to be so

Forget looking for it

I have no desire to get it back

Cause I know somewhere in my heart

It is there where it belonged......

Destination Unknown

So restless is my soul

Wandering lost no where to go…

Seeking that perfect place

Where no expectations behold

Why am I going around in circles?

What is that I'm looking for?

How will I get there?

When my mind sets me free of all

You say I got a trouble

But have I let you in my room yet?

You will never ever get that far

Cause I'm still on the way trying to get there….

I tell my heart

Please your self in the journey

But it interrupts me saying

Which destination are you heading…….

Sometime Off from a day.....

Yesterday I was at a book store
Browsed through many of them
And wondered when will I be able to return again
In those pages where I can drown
In my imagination
transported into a new world..........

Also realized one thing
Infact hesitated to just pick any of them
For I don't want to travel far beyond
My real world......

Read on………. Whats happening now………..??????????!!!!!!!

Its not a dairy

Nor a checklist on my life

Its just a thought bubble

that forms in my head

And POP goes……..

There…….. Its my world to you!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unconditional Love…….

Love me the way you do always

Untouched by any prejudices

Love me the way you do always

I've learnt what's being a child again

Love me the way you do always

For tommorrow may never come

Love me the way you do always

I shall take these memories up there…..

Love me the way you do always

Oh! It exhausts me to be there

Love me the way you do allways

Teach me to measure up with you

Don't you ever be tired all the way……………….

SWEET CHILD OF MINE.......

close your eyes

my little one

its dark outside

you are home

don't fear your mamma's here

My angel, my darling

you’re my beautiful child

I am watching you

Till the dawn crept its way

Wake up in the golden rays

Have your heart filled with a hope of the new day

Its just a question of few more years

You will be happy to face yet another new world

For now let me be part of your existence

Allow me your presence

Place me those uncountable kisses

For who knows when will I run out of them

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do.It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company ...a church ...a home.The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past ...we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude ...I am convinced that life is 10 percent what happens to me and 90 percent how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our attitudes.

Don't move the way fear makes you move.
Move the way love makes you move.
Move the way joy makes you move.

What Good Is Love
I waited for your love in hope,
That ours would come again,
And make me feel the things I felt,
When we were one, back then.
But time and distance have erased,
The things I wished anew,
And now I find myself alone,
Though I am here with you.
What good is love, that does not touch,
What good is love, that gives you pain.
What good is love, that makes you run,
And makes you lost out in the rain.
I traveled to another world,
Out far beyond the one we knew,
I thought that I could live again,
And now I find I'm back with you.
But what of hearts that beat as one,
And what of passion and embrace,
Is it too much to ask of you,
To make these tears of mine erase.
What good is love, that does not touch,
What good is love, that gives you pain.
What good is love, that makes you run,
And makes you lost out in the rain.
Too painful this - to journey back,
To times of love and laughter free,
The times we lay together withA sense of you , a sense of me.
So now, I journey on alone,
Forever wandering, in my thoughts,
And I shall ask you once again,
What good is love.

Found one more picture in which I would like to take a walk...
It shows it has just rained.....
An ideal time to stroll in freshly rain-soaked streets

HOW IRONIC.........

Every day just the same
Old rules for the same old game
All I gained was heartache
All I made was one mistake
Now the beds too big without you

JUST TAKES TWO SWEET WORDS

AND AM ALL YOURS!!!!!!!!

A Brand New Day!

5th May 2008

How many of you people out there
Been hurt in some kind of love affair
And how many times do you swear that you'll never love again?
How many lonely, sleepless nights How many lies, how many fights And why would you want to put yourself through all that again?
How could it be that what you need the most Can leave you feeling just like a ghost?You never want to feel so sad and lost again
Stand up all you lovers in the world
Stand up and be counted every boy and every girl
Stand up all you lovers in the world
Starting up a brand new day......

Today is 4th May 08. In the afternoon while gazing out I was counting days for this month to get over. Like a thirsty peacock I am eagerly awaiting the rains to arrive.

Ohhh...... I feel it, it's coming

Rain, feel it on my finger tips Hear it on my window pane Your love's coming down like Rain, wash away my sorrow Take away my pain Your love's coming down like rain

Very Filmy.... But thats the way I feel....

I just want to be in my nest

On a rainy afternoon

Listening to the drizzling

As the world goes by

Taking in that moment to last forever with me

And longing for those rainny nights when I want to curl up wishing to be greeted with more cloudy skies

Liked this post option of allowing/not allowing readers comments... Sometimes you just want to believe what you perceive and do not wish to hear what others have to say.. I like to live in my own world...

You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one ...... (John Lennon)

I dream or I would rather say I wish to do many things in my life which have influenced me maybe in my past or in my present... I guess everybody has a picture in their minds about how they want their lives to be.... But sadly it does not happens so most of the times... You need to be a survivor or an hard-core optimist to dream on........ and never loose hope. Yes, that's what I like about myself I am and have always been an optimistic person. Sometimes I wonder what will really shake the ground below me and I will totally loose hope... Hmmmm SCARYYYY... But as of now let me savour what life has to offer me...

Heard about this blog thing many times... Just thought lets create one of my own..... hmmmm.... not bad....